Monday, October 16, 2006

Infant and Pregnancy Loss Awarness

I'm lighting a candle for all the lost babies, including my own. We all have different ways of dealing with loss. I guess writing about it helps me. I was hard getting prenant after losing a child, each time was different. There was a certain guilt because it could have been prevented, just a little stitch and my baby would have lived. I guess I still live with that. I don't know if you believe in reincarnation but there was a feeling that my baby came back to me.


Veggiemomx4 said...

Your words are amazing! Thank you for sharing them. they bring tears to my eyes, I am speechless, great big hug hon! I am so sorry you have this pain.

Earthchild618 said...

I too am crying....

If you have doubts about reincarnation you can always think of it this way:

The 0th law of thermodynamics: energy can be neither created nor destroyed.

If you think of it that way, than you precious boy's energy was NEVER destroyed. This means that YES, his energy still lives on!

The pain never goes away. And guess what: neither does the guilt. I can tell you that it wasn't your fault but you will always feel guilty when you remember/think of your loss.

Honey...we are all bonded by something. (you know the group I am talking about). This is yet another bond that we all have together. I am sharing your pain over your little boy. I am holding you close to my heart. I am sending you love and peace. I am here for you.

Anonymous said...

Your post brought tears to my eyes. The pain and guilt resultaing from a loss never goes away--it's always there lingering. I'm so sorry.